solitude
it sucks when nostalgia stabs you right in the heart.ouch.
lately been thinking abt how solitude can sometimes be a pleasurable indulgence. isnt it rare nowadays to find time which solely belongs to you and you alone? was just musing over this lahh, due to a couple of significant occasions i really craved to be by myself. undoubtedly there are some who view it as anti-social behaviour but no i dont see it as an act of self-isolation or anything of that sort. something made me discover the value of solitude, when thoughts and feelings can be processed and channeled appropriately, events and outcomes are mentally re-played and decisions are made. i know some ppl cannot stand not having company and silence drives them nuts yet solitude is really something that requires effort to appreciate. having said that, of course being surrounded by ppl is an irreplaceable fact of life lahh it's merely that once in a while taking yourself out of this world helps create more defined perceptions.
haha i never said i was normal did i?
maybe it's the pineapple from the pineapple tarts i've been eating over the past few days. well to be honest i wish there was more to look forward to for cny. the atmosphere is gradually diminishing and it's qte a pity.
mmm. counting down the days to the revelation of results.
and deep deep down i miss drama.
/ if you got the poison, i've got the remedy
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